Day 280 – time for anger

Monday, June 7, 2010
Day 280
9:48 am

time for anger

(onset)

I got out of the shower
pissed off at you
this morning

and realized why
Anger
is one of the stages
of mourning and loss

There is a part of me
that believes
If I am angry enough
you will
come back and talk
to me
just to prove me
wrong

In a more rational
state I did consider
you tried your
best for your health
but your heart couldn’t
help nor handle
all those times you
could not look an issue
in the face and say
No

All those times we
knew you should say
No
but were happy for
the larger cause when you
didn’t

I’m not pissed at you
I would just really
like to be

( . . .on the horizon)

tkk
(in memory of John Delloro)

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About traciakemi

traci akemi kato-kiriyama - inter/multi-disciplinary theatre/performance artist, arts educator, cultural worker, community organizer. Tuesday Night Project; theatre, performance, writing, and teaching projects with many organizations and artists including: zero 3; Edge of The World for Asian Arts Initiative in Philadelphia and the National Asian American Theatre Festival in New York; "PULL" with Kennedy Kabasares in San Francisco; Nobuko Miyamoto and Great Leap Collaboratory I; TeAda; NCRR; Oymun's 11. Playwright for "Chasing Dad - a performance of a reading about a play i'm writing" presented by Inside the Ford for the Ford's Summer Playwright series. View all posts by traciakemi

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