Day 184 – not today

Thursday, March 3, 2011
Day 184
11:00 pm

not today

This morning
My pillow told me to
Stop writing about
Today

Today
Is too easy

What about
That morning two years ago
When you were sure she
Was about to hurt herself
As a way to escape from
Life

Or yesterday’s nightmare
When you dreamed his body
Left yours for someone else’s
Girlfriend

Or the list of fears
Yes
That enduring endless list
About your future self,
What of those?

Deal with that

Do nothing with today
But to
Get up,
Crumple the sheets,
Jump up and down
On the bed,
Tear open these pillows
Smother yourself
And fall out
Screaming

tkk

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About traciakemi

traci akemi kato-kiriyama - inter/multi-disciplinary theatre/performance artist, arts educator, cultural worker, community organizer. Tuesday Night Project; theatre, performance, writing, and teaching projects with many organizations and artists including: zero 3; Edge of The World for Asian Arts Initiative in Philadelphia and the National Asian American Theatre Festival in New York; "PULL" with Kennedy Kabasares in San Francisco; Nobuko Miyamoto and Great Leap Collaboratory I; TeAda; NCRR; Oymun's 11. Playwright for "Chasing Dad - a performance of a reading about a play i'm writing" presented by Inside the Ford for the Ford's Summer Playwright series. View all posts by traciakemi

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